Saturday, May 7, 2011

And leaving is surprisingly bittersweet

Right now, I'm packing up my room, cramming for finals, and inventorying everything and everyone I need to say goodbye to here.

This first year of college has been fun and awful.  Long and short.  Easy and hard.  Cold, with a few weeks of warmth.  At one point or another, I've hated dorm life, the music program, cafeteria food, intro classes, and subzero temperatures.  At one point, I hated it so much here that I decided to move to another country.

But then I've also loved it.  Especially in the last month or so, I've discovered this niche I fit into where I write articles every week, and eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with Denali.  I've spent the year working for an awesome paper, where I've learned a bajillion million things.  I've made some seriously excellent friends.  I declared a major in something I'm genuinely happy to be studying.  I scored a goal in broomball, I learned how to bellydance, I get paid to blog, and the sun is just starting to come out.

Really, now that I'm about to leave, I'm discovering I like it here.

2 comments:

  1. Me: like! Score! Awesome arithmetic! Fantastic fabric! We'll all be here when you find your way back!

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  2. awww. that was just like me when i left byu. right when i left i realized how much i loved where i lived even though for two and a half years i told myself i hated it. now i beg to go on vacations to my college town haha. im' so lame.

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