how to leave

1.

do not start by estimating damages,
contemplating insurance,
wrapping your edges in old newspaper.
there will be enough time
to put furniture polish on your new scratches later.
the moving company promises nothing will break beyond repair.

2.

hold your breath,
and fold up your sweaters.
take off your shoes,
and kiss a boy who won't wait.
who will unbraid the promises in your hair,
and hold your hand until one of you goes.

3.

melt ice cubes on your skin to remind yourself
that once you were the only thing around above freezing.

4.

open your arms
as easily as you opened your passport
when the agent at border control
asked why you were here
at 7 a.m., after thousands of miles,
you adjusted the hem of your last clean shirt
and told the truth:
it was time.